Tuesday, March 20, 2018

I love the gospel.  I was a bit stubborn yesterday and it was no fun.  I need learn...

I need to protect my job search time with tenacity.  I will humbly focus on working hard to find a job.

I need to prepare so I can save my money for good food.  I feel better when I don't eat sugary drinks or chips or fries.

I can be get my most important things done early so I can go to sleep on time.

I can choose to not be on my phone between 10 and 5.

I know it's my job to take care of my body and my money and I can best do so by doing these things.
Life is good. If I'm going to be consistent and dependable I need to be more prepared food wise.  I also need to focus on others and not my cravings for sleep and food.  It is important to me that I serve Him.   I know it is because of Him, His example and teachings that I have slowly made improvements in the way I eat and sleep.

Monday, March 19, 2018

It is amazing to me that I am so stubborn sometimes.  I'm not exactly sure why I struggle so much sometimes, but I think it's just lack of focus on the Savior.  I feel driven to find a job where I can testify.  I don't know what that will be, but I am thankful for the realization it's probably going to be through a mission.  I am grateful for the drive too, because it helps me feel I'm doing the right thing by leaving the schools.

Sunday, March 18, 2018

David is a really nice man.  I'm glad we are friends.  I know he's going through a difficult time and I really just want to make sure ANYTHING I do encourages his relationship with His Heavenly Father.    He is wonderful person and I am thankful for the chance I have to be a true friend.

Today was good.  I was able to have some fun with my family and I like the lessons.  We talked about temples and trusting Him.  It was very fun to be able to play with my nieces and nephews.

I feel so blessed my Aunr Susan has found a good guy to marry.

I feel so blessed I was able to be encouraged to look into getting help with my disability.

I feel so blessed I could spend some time doing family history.

Saturday, March 17, 2018

Life is good.  I am amazed at how good He is to me.  I know I'm not perfect, but His goodness and kindness are apparent in everything we do.

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

I know I He will help me to repent.  I know He wants me to be happy.  I think the real trick is to keep getting back up.

Today was good. I am happy I got to spend time with family.  The park was fun.  I got to swing with Aubrey Cobabe and Emmarie Johnstone.  I am excited I have good plans to do well tomorrow.

I feel so blessed I am learning to improve my choices one little choice at a time.

I feel so blessed I have been trying to add exercise back in my life.

I feel so blessed my prayer was answered and I was able feel positive about my food choices lately.  So thankful for progress, one step at a time.
Today I was able to help Sister Neal at the grocery store.  It was very fun to spend some time with her.  I got some of my clothes packed up and hopefully I can get them washed tomorrow.  I spent some time with a friend and latter my mom.

I feel so blessed I chose to spend some time with Mike.  Loved his laugh.

I feel so blessed I got to get to know Sister Meal better,

I feel so blessed I could choose to go pray with Davids family when I was tired.

Sunday, March 11, 2018

I love the gospel.  It is so amazing to see the happiness and peace it affords myself and my family.

How can I keep from stressing when things are not going like I want, planned?

Take a good look at your plans and subsequent execution and see if can improve
Be grateful for your progress...it is a gift from Him.

Determine if you are doing your best work and then be happy with it.  Trust the rest to Him.

Repent of mistakes.

Live in the moment, its a gift, that's why they call it the present.

Today was good.  I enjoyed church and sharing my testimony.   I read Beyond the Veil. It's amazing how people's stories are so consistent.  I love learning how wonderful the next life is and how much purpose we have here.

I feel so blessed we have the commandment to keep the Sabbath Day. Such a blessing.

I feel so blessed I could study about the next life today.

I feel so blessed I could have wonderful friends to who love me.

Saturday, March 10, 2018

Life is good. I just need to be more grateful and trust Him.  I kniw things will work out.  I have been living and breathing this class and I'm not even sure if I'll be allowed to finish as it's really late and she said I have to have it done by last night, but I didn't.  I have done my best though and I know it will be ok.  It's just so weird.  I'm not even sure why I'm taking this class.   I could pay for my next class, but I'd have no other money and I have no job.  Plus, I'd have no time to look for a job.

I am so grateful for His help.  I know He will and has helped me because I have prayed for help.  I know I have turned to Him and worked hard.  I know it will be ok.

I think I need to stop getting to comfortable that I'm on track and not loose site of what I'm supposed to be doing.  I feel that I'm dealing with that right now.

My distress comes from not being able to be perfect.  I am doing my best and that is all I can do.

Friday, March 9, 2018

The Savior loves me He wants me to testify.