Monday, May 21, 2018

I know He wants me to be more decisive.  I really think I need to decided more ahead of time.  I need to decide to check the scriptures more often when making decisions.  It is also important to remember  so study it out.  I need to honestly articulate my fears and give them to Him.  I pray and do my best to keep the commandments.  He will answer my prayers to help me obey. Be prepared and be vigilant.  I know He will gives me choice and I can keep within my bonadries­čśî.
I am more profoundly grateful for the commandments as I am trying to remain morally clean.  I know that trusting Him is a lot easier.  I know I need His help to keep them.  There is no way I can do it on my own.  I know He is my friend and will help me in every possible way if I only ask.  I know I'm grateful to know where my breeches of integrity are.  I want so much to be clean and I must do the work if I am to achieve that objective.

I know I need to prepare to stand for the right.  I need to first show concern for my companions needs.  Allergies, emotional needs, kindness, a listening ear.  It is important to have fun, but I really need to stay in the boundaries I've been given.

I really liked the high councilor's message to go to the scriptures to find answers on what the Lord has already said.

Sunday, May 20, 2018

I am excited to serve.  I know if I trust Him, He will reach those who need to be reached.  It will be amazing!  I need to look for the miracles.  I need to focus on the work and not my own plan.  If I can finish each day knowing...

Did I do my best to be kind and obedient?
Did I repent where I messed up?
Did I see His hand?

I tknow that I am already amazed I'm going in the first place.

I feel so loved.  Today went well.  I enjoyed church and I had all my kids in my primary class present.  We talked about animals and I know He helped us.  It was fun to gain a better understanding of His love for them and us.    

I feel so blessed I chose to stay in my room and work on family history.  I wanted to visit, but I knew I wanted to spend some time doing that first.

I feel so blessed my prayer was answered and our primary class went well.

I feel so blessed was able to maintain my fast today.

I feel so blessed I feel so blessed I could be assertive planing with my nephew.

Saturday, May 19, 2018

 I love the scriptures.  It is so amazing to be what a blessing they are.  They help me to understand the Savior's love.  They help me to feel happy and to repent.  They help me to make and keep covenants.  They help me to remember Him.

I know it is a blessing to have the gospel in my life.  I'm so excited to be a missionary.  I know He is happy that I am choosing to serve Him.  I hope He will send me where ever I'm needed most.  I'm excited to pray for those around me and to focus on Him.

Friday, May 18, 2018

Life is good! I feel very humbled to get to share the gospel.  What a blessing.  I am excited to learn to appreciate and apply the Atonement better in my life.  I know He loves all His children and I'm excited to share that message of hope and love.

I'm hopong to learn to trust Him a lot better.  If I trust Him, I don't have to be upset when things don't go as I planned. I know it is critical to remember to focus in Him.  If I only concern myself about pleasing Him, my life will be much happier.

Wednesday, May 16, 2018

I am thankful to be able to attend the temple.  I'm thankful for my membership in the church.  I don't deserve it, but I'm so very grateful.

Today was much better.  I know I'm very loved.  I heard from my Bishop and I was able to set up an interview!  The temple was awesome.  I also got to go to my niece Katherine's kindergarten program. So fun.

I feel so blessed others share their stories of courage.

I feel so blessed I could play with my nieces today.

I feel so blessed my prayer was answered and I got feedback on my mission papers.
Today is a beautiful day.  I'm excited to be putting in my mission papers.  I know it is important to share the gospel and I'll open my mouth the best I can.  It's about loving His children and meeting their needs.  The focus is on them.  All I have to worry about on a personal level is if I am giving my best.  It the answer is yes, hurray!  If the answer is no, repent!  I should always be happy.

I need to take responsibility for my actions.  It is easy to want to give that up.  I know by taking more reposnoblily for my choices and can choose more happiness.

Tuesday, May 15, 2018

Life is good!  Today was good I did a touch of job searching.  I ran to SA to retrieve my wallet.  I spent some time visiting with Heather, Katherine and Lizzy.  I got to go to SA with my mom.

I feel so blessed I could get my wallet back.

I feel so blessed I could get to know my nieces love language better.

I feel so blessed to find some good snacks that weren't chips at the convenient store.

To help others repent, we need to trust in the Atonement.  We need to teach them they can overcome their sins by turning to the Savior.  It is always possible to change.

Life is good. I'm very grateful I'm so loved.  I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.  I'm really tired of reading late and I'm tired of eating chips and eating out.  If I'm focused on helping others be happy l won't have these issue.