Friday, June 23, 2017

If we choose not to listen, we will be sorry.  The consequences for sin and unrepentant sin is spiritual death.  I need to repent better.  I need to keep working on responding with kindness.  He has helped me when I have just tried to repent and also ask for help.

I know He has helped me repent when I have asked for His help.

Thursday, June 22, 2017

I am so amazed at how well He sees my positive qualities and how He blesses me for them when I deserve a good kick in the but.  His gratitude for the good is mind blowing.  I know He cares about me.  All that said, I know He doesn't over look our sin.  I know He wants me to repent and that I have to be completely clean to return with Him.

What do I think of myself?

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

Yesterday they took pictures be they turned out really cute.  I think one of the main reasons is I knew they were taking pictures and so I was smiling the whole time.  It made me stop and think I need to be more smiley.  I love the idea of working on looking for the positive in those around me.  I really could do a better job of that.

Today (written on Friday) we went to the waterfall.  It was so beautiful and I loved the exercise.  It was so peaceful too.  I loved the unique flowers and their vibrant colors. We also went to the National Cemetery of the Pacific for a moment. It was gorgeous too.  The trees had flat tops.  So fun.  I also loved the monuments to the fallen soldiers.  We had lunch and L&L and tried the loco moco.  It was yum.  We went to a replica of a Japanese temple.  Such beautiful grounds.  I really loved the fish and the gray (swans?).  We had some extra time so we wen to the Waikiki Aquarium.  The frog fish was awsome he looks like coral in the shape of a fish, but he was alive when you looked af his mouth.  The mini sea horse was so tiny and the poka dotted shrimp and jellyfish were pretty cool. Such a fun day.

Tuesday, June 20, 2017

He delights in blessing us.  I know this truth is so powerful. It makes me want to cry when I realize all he has done for me.

I want to focus on positive thoughts of others.  I know that would help me serve better and show love more perfectly.  Ask yourself, "What do I like about this person.?"

I got up at 3 this morning and we went to lookout at Diamond head.  It was super fun and beautiful.  We went to Lilihana Bakery.  So yummy.  I had fried potatoes and a roll with jelly.  We some poi donuts, chocolate puffs, and Malasada to take home. We got to go to our dolphin encounter. AMAZING.  The dolpins were so friendly.  They are so soft and rubbery.  So fun.  They let us do tricks, feed them, touch and kiss them.  The pictures turned out fantastic.  Can't believe we got to do that.  We can back and went to the beach.  It was fun, but I had a hard time swimming.  I kept getting pummeled.   I got a touch burned on my knees.

So thankful I could swim with dolpins.

I feel so thankful I could no get burned too bad
He is just so good.  It is amazing to me that I could  have the gospel:

I super grateful for His help in letting go.  I still need lots of work, but we are making progress.

It is amazing. All who lived, even the bad will receive a perfect body after this life.  No more pain or sickness.

I know I can be kind and patient today.

Today was awesomely fun.  We woke up at 4 in the morning since it was 9 my time and we went to bed so early.  It was amazing the Pearl Harbor Museum opens at 7 and there were a tone of  people there.  Such a tradegy and yet it woke a sleeping giant.  It was was sad I didn't get to go on the boat because I had a coaching call, but I just decided to be happy and was fine.  We ate at the Pearl Harbor 604 and the fish and pork were so yummy.  We also had wonderful left overs.  After lunch we went to Iolani Place and it was awsome to see beautiful architecture and jewelry.  Such a story of courage. It was awesome to see how the kings and queen united Hawaii and prepared it for statehood and it's important battle

I feel so blessed my prayer was answered when o was able to let go of my frustration for not makingr the boat to the USS Arizona.

I feel so blelssed to have had a safe drive today.

I feel so blessed to have made a food plan is today.

Sunday, June 18, 2017

I am in Hawaii!!!  I am so grateful I made it safe.  It was awesome that I could get my car and the guy was there to help me park it. I was also very grateful I accidentally went the wrong way because I found a food pantry really easily.  I did really struggle with the hotel.  They gave us hidden fees and also put us in a room that is loud and doesn't have two beds like we asked.  I am trying to figure out how I can get us changed without being rude.  I got pretty grumpy last night. I want to be kind.

I really want to be more laid back.  I try to be most the time, but sometimes I get just plain stressed.  I know I need to put things in His hands.

Saturday, June 17, 2017

I know it is so important to first and foremost respond with kindness.  I can and need to worry less about whether things are turning out like I want and more about how I am responding.

Tuesday, June 13, 2017

Life is good.  Really it is.  Right now I am scared.  I have a bunch of bites on my arm.  I don't know but that they are bed bugs.  It is currently 3:35 in the morning, and I am supposed to go to camp this morning.  I am supposed to go to Hawaii after that.  I now need to know what my problem is before  can go anywhere.  It looks like I am not going to camp this morning.  I am thankful this is now and not later.  I don't want to spread anything and I really don't have the money to do anything, especially since I am supposed to go to Hawaii.  It will somehow all work out in the end.  I'm going to get a blessing when people get up and then we will go from there.

I am actually feeling a little sick.  Who knows what my problem is, but if worse comes to worse, I'll stay home and maybe it will help me find a job.  I just don't want to hurt others so hopefully I can know what to do to keep that from happening.

I will do my best to have fun and to love others.  I need to be more kind and considerate.  I hope I can just think a little more before I do things and say things..

Monday, June 12, 2017

I love the prophets their divine counsel.  They have so much love and wisdom.  I know I a
 Blessed when I try to apply their counsel.  So not easy, but definitely worth it.

Today I took it easy.  I did get a lot done though trying to get ready for camp and Hawaii, but just little stuff.  It was good though.

I feel so blessed had my prayer answered and to have help  to do with the swimsuits I have.

I feel so blessed to have had the means and time to get snacks for the trip.

I feel so blessed to have learned I will be paying for parking now so I could deal with it when I am not as tired or stressed.

Sunday, June 11, 2017

I am sick today.  It is my own fault because I should have stayed home on Friday like I felt I should do.  I felt I should stay home and not help set up for the Clayton's reception.  I should also have stayed home yesterday.  I feel I would have done better not to go looking for a swimsuit.  I am however deciding to attend church today regardless of my feeling yucky because I want to show my Heavenly Father it is more important to me than going to camp and having fun in Hawaii.

Church was fun.  We became a branch and got a new branch president.  President Garza seems amazing.  One of my girls got in trouble and and might not be able to go to camp.  That would mean no one from Beeville unless Angel comes

I feel so blessed I decided to go to church.

I feel so blessed my prayers was answered and my visit at two of my YW was positive.  Heavenly Father love the girls.

I feel blessed I could be able to have help teaching the YW today.  He loves them so much.